This is the first week I’m back to my house from college. I’m so happy to be back, to the stuff you miss, and the things you used to see. Yet I don’t remember why I want to go away from home to college. Oh yeah, I remember, it was problems everyone have in their house. I’m annoyed by how much they argue and how much stuff I need to do just to make them satisfied. I quickly got enough of it, all I want to do is go away and away from everything else I’m used to. Now that I’m back, I’m seeing the same routines again. Today, somehow, I’m not bothered by it at all. In fact, I kind the missed it. I missed my family, my house, my cars, my friends and the views. It might be weird compare to other families. When I came back with my friend, when their parent saw their little boy, they hugged and kissed and even mention how much they love him. When I saw my parents, they didn’t overreact with emotions. They were just happy and act like normal days. It might be better this way. I think if you say I love all the time, it loses its meaning. I could see that my dad missed me. He didn’t show it in front of me because he is always the strong father figure in front of me but that day I saw him wiping tear from his face in his car, driving away. I don’t what it means, he might be thinking, “Damn, that bastard is back”. Just kidding, I know they miss when I was away.
Not talking about people, I have no idea I missed so much stuff home. I missed my bed. I have no trouble sleeping in Tech (I think), but I missed how comfortable my old bed was. I missed the most was waking up in my room and look out the big wide window for the great views of fall. Compare to my dorm room, it is just a pitch black cave with my roommate and four lights. In Tech, I didn’t bring my car because I didn’t want to take care of it. Before I have to go to college, I had my car all check and fixed. I change the oil; replace the two old tires with new. And the window wipers seem old so I changed it too. All that stuff seems like troublesome to me so I didn’t want to keep my car in Tech. Now I want it. I have no idea how much I miss my car. I completely forgot how convenience my car was. I can drive to anywhere I want and don’t have to wait for the bus. I have to check the schedule, is the bus running today? When is the bus coming? No more waiting. Yesterday, all I did was driving around place in my car and listen to the radio.
- tayyeanesengl1105 said: i hope you continue having a good break! :) besides my family, i’ve really missed my car too! i didn’t take it with me to tech, so everytime i come home i can’t get away from it!
- figueroa-engl1105 said: This is my second time being home and it has felt like a life time. But that’s sweet that your dad missed you. Men don’t really like expression emotions to uphold their “manliness” but I bet he misses you ALOT more than you know :)
- chenengl1105 posted this